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She went towards the bathroom hoping no one would see,
Loving her so much I try not to watch oh so despretly.
In her hand she has the smallest kitchen knife she could find,
She thinks no one loves her but that is only in her mind.
She goes in the tub only to lay still,
Being so nieve she thought she would cut, not kill.
Taking the knife she cut a small slit in her arm,
No big thing no big alarm.
The blood started to come and dripped on her shirt,
She thought she would lay here, not in the dirt.
She left this world not getting to say her "byes"
She didnt think she would lay here long she thought she would rise.
She lay here oh so life less she cant breathe anymore,
She killed herself, she wont see the light, she wont go threw that door.


The pain is killing me
I cant take it no more
The pain you have caused me
does not compare
to the pain you have caused yourself
You say it will be alright
and I choose to believe you
I believe you because I love you
The pain that I have
is not physical pain
it is the pain when the one you love
is causing pain to their self
In one second I would take all that away from you
You have to stop doing this to yourself
I know what you are doing
and I know why
I have been there and I was you
Looking back on it now I know it was wrong
for that one secong it feels good
every second after that it hurts
I know it hurts me but most of all it hurts you.


Come with me to the darkness
im scared to be alone
sitting here being so scared
i cant move i cant breathe
i walk alone this wretched path
not knowing what will come
i cry and i cry
and i scream and yell so loud
no one hears no one cares
i stumble as i walk so far by myself
so tired i cant walk no longer
finally i just close my eyes
i hope someone will find me
mintues, hours, days pass
no ones here no ones coming
i give up hope
opening my eyes hoping it wont be the last
i see the light and i see you
i know you have come to rescue me
i kno you will take me back with you
i kno you care
come with me to the darkness
im scared to be alone.

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